Am I ready for the new phase of my life?

Less communication is better. (To make it less complicated)

JAWI, Imigresen dan HIV

Arini ambil cuti satu hari, hajatnya nak selesaikan macam-macam benda. Tapi nampak gaya macam nasib kurang baik sikit arini. Pagi2 buta dah keluar rumah sebab nak pergi JAWI, settle pasal borang nikah tapi last-last balik tanpa buat ape2 sebab salah info dapat dari imam masjid tempat aku duduk. Then takpelah, teruskan hajat untuk selesaikan perkara yang lain, so menujulah ke Pejabat Imigresen kat Pusat Bandar Damansara. Hajat di hati nak buat passport. Sampai je sana baru tau yang pejabat kat sana dah lama jugak tutup dan dah pindah ke Jalan Duta dekat dengan Masjid Wilayah. So even susah ati sikit tapi teruskanlah jugak hajat. Fuhhhh parking tak sampai 20 minit je tapi kena charge sampai RM6. Aiyooo duduk kat KL ni mmg cepat kering poket. 

Makanya sekarang aku di Pejabat Imigresen yang baru di Jalan Duta. Sedang tunggu passport siap. Alhamdulillah urusan kat sini mcm berjalan lancar. Tempat ni baru, cantik dan besar. Officer kat kaunter pon ramai jadi cepatlah urusan untuk passport. Passport akan siap dalam masa sejam. So sedang sabar menunngu.

Then satu lagi berita yang tak berapa nak menggembirakan adalah pasal ujian HIV. Hajat hati harini alang alang dah ambil cuti satu hari jadi nak buatlah ujian HIV terus. Tapi apalah nasib sbb semalam call klinik kesihatan yang dekat dengan rumah which is Klinik Kesihatan AU2, call2 je dia kate buat sementara waktu ni ujian hiv kat semua klinik kesihatan seluruh Malaysia dibekukan until further notice. Maybe bulan depan baru boleh buat balik. Aku try dapatkan explanation kenapa, reason adalah alat ujian tu mcm tak valid ke ape ntah. So bayangkan kalau sape nak kawen bulan depan n baru terkial2 nak buat ujian hiv, tak ke naya dan haru tu.  

Mujur aku masih ada masa so takpelah anggap je semua ni ada hikmah. So after settle passport ni mcm nak balik ofis je rasa tukar cuti jadi half day je. Sebab nak jimat2 jgk cuti ni sbb nak kumpul cuti untuk kawen. 

Oklah maybe siap dah kot passportnye. Nak gi ke kaunter balik. K daaaaa.

Another 3 months to go for my Big Day!

The moment I write this entry it is just about 3 months to go for my wedding day. Since it's been awhile I didn't update my blog, so I think this might be the perfect topic to write in here.

When talking about the preparation for my big day, what I can say it is only about 50-60% done. I always make my job as an excuses for me to delay my wedding preparation. As you may know from my previous entry, I just joined Pantai Holdings as my second job and I secured for a position as HR Exec.
I am so busy for the first few months to catch up and learn many new things, but now I think I am more stable compared to the first month when I joined this company. So with only 3 months left, let's all out and put my 100% focus into the wedding! Yeah! That's the spirit.

I prepared a check list for my easy reference. I wrote down everything that came out from my mind. But when I look back at the list, I know there is something still not included but I don't know what it is. Scary isn't it. But the most important thing is actually the legal documentation for akad nikah day. I have the form with me now but I have yet to do the HIV test. From what I heard is you need to walk in to register and book the session and then come back a week after to do test. Hurm, that will be quite difficult as it is not easy for me to take too many leave in a month. Ok2, don't put this as an excuse Ona! I will find the way to settle this thing.

For our hantaran, I can say it is almost 90% complete. We planned to make it as 9 dulang balas 11. So as for my hantaran only 1 item left and same goes to him. The worst part is I am very picky when choosing things. So can you imagine how much time I have spend just to find the item I like and satisfy. I believe my best friend know me very well when it's come to choose things like handbag, shoes etc. But finally I found the handbag for my hantaran with some help from my best friend Shida Nur. Thanks for spending the time with me :)

I also bought the material for baju nikah around early of this year and will send to tailor only after Raya. I have yet to think what is the design I want for my baju nikah but it's must be something simple. Not too overwhelmed with beads or lace for a sacred occasion. People usually choose white/cream colour for their solemnization day, but for us we have chose not to wear white/cream. I hope the outfit will turn great after the magic touch from my favourite tailor.

For the rest of the preparation like pelamin, wedding card, the outfit for my sanding day, canopy, photographer, wedding cake, kompang team and so on, I have made my choices and some of them I already paid the deposit amount. So just need to confirm back on the design for pelamin, fitting for baju sanding. I also aspect to get my wedding card in hand around October. So that it can be distributed on time as what I have planned.

But besides all the above preparations, the most important thing is to prepare myself to be a good wife to my future husband. Until now I don't even know whether I am ready to carry the responsibilities and duties as a wife. Even our plan after we getting marry is still puzzle, I hope Allah will show us the way. I need to prepare myself physically, mentally and spiritually for the marriage. I want to build our marriage with the blessing from Allah. (Of course everybody want it too).

Source form FB

Okay dearies, it's midnight already and it is time to go to the bed. I really hope I can update my blog more frequent, but time is a big issue now.

Okay, till then. Bye!

Thanks for dropping by and reading this entry.

Salam.

The moment of my merisik cum tunang day.

Time flies so fast. This is last year and we almost reach at the end of year 2012. 

This is my final year as a single/anak dara. Next year my life will totally change. 

I will holding a new title as Puan. 

Ya Allah, permudahkanlah segalanya. 

A lousy decision

There is a lot things I learnt for the pass few weeks. But before that I would like to share that I started to enjoy with what I'm doing right now at my new office. Or maybe I should say that I actually have adapted with the environment here. When I look back at my first month here, somehow I feel like so stupid and so weak to just give up when I only give myself about 1 month to adapt with many things. Well that is what some people did when they are underpressure.

This is my third months since I've join this company. Everyday without failed my boss and I go back home around 9pm. Meaning i'll reach home around 10pm something for almost everyday. It is only us to handle all the HR matters for the whole head office. It's quite obvious to see that we lack of manpower, but my other big bos seems like playing a drama within the department. Today say A and tomorrow change to D. Ok I don't want to talk about it. It is complicated to tell here.

At first I am so stress because this is not what I aspect when I join here. I have to stay back until 9 ++ for almost every day. Yes yes, I am totally don't mind to stay back, seriously I don't mind, but when it's come to everyday without failed I have to stay back to settle all the back log, it is totally beyond my capability. I have no life eversince then.

But tadaaaaa, alhamdullillah, after 2 months of working I think i'm okay with the situation. I keep on believe that I can go through it. It just the matter of times. And no matter what will happen, I really have to survive and die die I must stay here. I have to. Serius I have to. After one attempt to leave the company, so I have make up my mind. I know I will ashame to myself if I stick with my decision to leave. But now I'll stay for the sake of experience.

I've been motivated by my boss. There is no short cut to succes. So i'll take this as a challenge. So far I'm happy with what I'm doing because this is what I want to do. Lucky I have a very supportive boss. So I hope and I do hope that my rezeki here will berpanjangan. I pray to Allah to show me the way, and I believe that Allah will listen to my pray. Thank you Allah for everything.


Sincerely,
Husna Rahman

The unhappy feeling

I am desperate to feel happy at my new office.

Thing seems like not going so well since day one I join that company.

What I need and what I want now is to wake up in the morning and feel happy.

I need my life back!!

Restu

Saya rasa sangat direstui. Hari tu waktu tunang datang ke semenanjung minggu lepas aku ada kirim kan baju raya utk bakal famili mentua di sana.

Suddenly bakal father in law post something di wall facebook. Yang mane membuatkan aku rasa sangat direstui dan diterima dalam famili tersebut. Tenkiu Allah untuk rasa ini.

Dear My Almighty

Dear My Almighty, please guide me with some solutions. I am so stressed as I have yet to find the right solution for my tiny little problem.

I have decided to put my personal life as priority but when it comes to my responsibility towards my job, I have no choice but to give my 100% commitment to that recruiting project. 

And now the worst part is my team-mate will tender his resignation with 24 hours notice this Friday. Now how do I supposed to manage the work load when the person that I hope can cover me during my absence will leave me!

He is my only hope since he is so familiar with this project. Now my stress become double triple. 

And to my dear, I am so sorry because I'm not answering your phone call or reply your messages. I afraid I will throw my temper to you since I'm not good in handling stress. My mood is swing lately. I'm stuck with my work loads and my commitment to you. My condition at office right now is so critical. My boss keep complaining and keep pushing to do my very best for that project. Yup I'm soooooo soooo sooo stressed! 

Dear you, please accept my apologize. I'm in the middle to manage and find the solution to my problem so that I can make both side happy. You happy and my work done properly as I wish. 

I pray to Allah semoga segala dipermudahkan. Amin.

Future bedroom

Wak-wak, kalau anak kita ramai nanti kita wat bilik camni lah eh.

hik-hik-hik 

(^.^)v

sumber gambar crdt to fb

Ya Allah, aku anggap ini sebagai cabaran alam pertunangan.

Tabahkanlah. Tenangkanlah hati aku dan permudahkanlah segalanya Ya Allah.

Amin. 

Risau

Pukul 4.04am.

Saya tak dapat tidur. Eh bukan, saya nak tidur tapi saya tak boleh tidur, saya perlu berjaga. Saya tengah struggle untuk membeli tiket promotion Air Asia.

After majlis bertunang tu, my biggest fear untuk majlis perkahwinan ini adalah membeli tiket untuk majlis bertandang sebelah laki which is di Kuching Sarawak. Kalau beli untuk diri sendiri sahaja takpe, takde lah rasa takot sangat tp ni sebab nak beli untuk semua sanak saudara, uncle, aunties, kawan2 ayah yg nak ikot jugak, membuatkan aku rasa sangat gelebah. 

Gelebah itu boleh jadi sebab proses nak gather maklumat. 

Untuk belah mak, mak ada 11 adik beradik

Untuk belah ayah, ayah ada 6 adik beradik

Ayah kata ada pakcik makcik kat flat ni nak join rombongan

Mak mentua n ayah mentua along pon kate nak join. 

Pakcik makcik tu belom aku double kan termasuk suami/isteri masing-masing, anak-anak lagi.

Jadi nak kumpulkan maklumat sape nak gi, sape taknak gi, sape yg nak gi tapi nak beli tiket sendiri or sape yg belum boleh wat decision sebab majlis jauh lagi, itu satu cabaran untuk aku.

Setakat ni harga tiket paling murah aku da dapat pergi balik campur cukai sume adalah RM58.00.

Yup RM58 je. Ni da kira murah dah ni.

Jadi malam ni dah survey n inform sume pakcik makcik. Mujur la ada fesbuk ni n mujur ada page khas famili, jadi aku tepekkan je maklumat kat situ n sume leh discuss situ. 

Sinilah tempat saya gather maklumat penting yg saya perlukan dari sanak saudara.

Oklah, aku rasa its time untuk aku tidur. Dah la baru baik sakit, baru kuar wad, tapi balik kpd perangai lama suke tidur lambat. haha. Mane tak sakit.

A ah kan, hajat di hati nak cite pasal aku sakit sampai kene admitted kat hospital. Tapi tak cite2 plak. Ni aku masih MC until rabu. Heaven gile dok umah tak payah fikir kerja. Kuar hospital sabtu, doctor bagi MC sampai rabu, best gilooo.. tu yg aku mampu until nak kol 5 ni masih berjage ni. 

K. Mata da layu.

Aku harap dan berdoa sangat urusan perkahwinan aku, urusan untuk beli tiket ni dipermudahkan oleh Allah. Aku doa sangat. Amin. 

note: kejap gune saya, kejap aku, nampak sangat gelabah.kiki

Approval

untuk kawan-kawan di opis, saya selesa dengan hanya meng-approve-kan friend request dari orang-orang yang saya percaya adalah merupakan 'kawan' yg saya boleh percayai keikhlasan meraka. maaflah kalau nak kata sombong setakat facebook pon tak nak approve tapi sebab saya rasa terlalu banyak yang talam dua muka di opis tu menyebabkan saya serik untuk mandai-mandai je approve sesape.

sekian. salam. 

Quotes

"A successful marriage 

requires falling in loves many times,

but

always with the same person"

quote taken from best quotes

Nothing's gonna change..

Hari tu pergi jalan2 di Jusco, suddenly jusco pasang lagu ni. Sangat ni sangat familiar, maklum la lagu evergreen cuma pada masa tu tak tau plak tajuk dia apa. (Tak pasti tak tau ke lupe). Terus tanya pada mak apa tajuk dia. Adoi time tu pon mak ingat lupa2. Biasa la lagi kita paksa otak untuk fikir kadang-kadang lagi susah untuk kita ingat. Sebab sometimes happened to me :)

Nak tuju lagu ini pada tunang tersayang lah! 

Nothing's gonna change my love for you (cewaah!)

Hai 2012, Bye 2011. Macam mane 2011 aku tamat!

Hai 2012 and bye bye 2011.

Aku end up kan 2011 ni dengan:

Hari ini almost kehilangan henfon cokia ku ini. Sebab tertinggal dalam teksi masa balik umah after keje tadi. Sedar-sedar sampai umah 'mane henfon aku?'

Cari-cari terus rasa konfiden yg hp tertinggal dalam teksi. Tp time tu cam rilex (kenapa aku cakap rilex sbb aku dalam famili bila benda2 cani jadi aku la paling gelebah dl n sure2 bergenang berjurai2 sepatutnya). Tapi leh je wat2 bodo untiil adik aku pon kate kenapa ko cam rileks je.

Sebab dalam hati pasrah je. Kate 'kalau betul pakcik tu niat nak amek terus buat harta, kol la cane pon mesti dia tak angkat, tp kalau dia betul nak bagi balik mesti dia kol/jawab kol aku kan. So time tu serah jela pada rezeki. Sekali bila kol untuk yang ke berapa kali ntah suddenly ada makcik jawab.

'nak, awak tertinggal henfon ye dalam teksi pakcik td'


'a ah makcik, saya tertinggal, maaf la makcik'


'ok, meh datang amek. anak tinggal kat area sini je kan, makcik tinggal dekat ni je kat bla bla bla' -makcik pon bg alamat umah.

Berdesup ajak adik yg tak mandi lagi pi cari umah makcik tu.

Then, yeay!!!! Jumpe balik hp tu.

Alhamdullilah, masih rezeki masih berjodoh dengan hp tu..
Huhu, belom ready nak tukar henfon, sebab takde lam plan nak tukar hp baru.
Lagi pon duit byk nak saving untuk kawen ni, jadi tak nak beli hp.

Alhamdullillah syukur sgt2 pada Allah!

Hari ni adik kate hari suweeyyy aku. Aku end up 2011 harini dengan macam2 hal.

1. Hp almost hilang.
2. Then masa ngah cari umah makcik tu, masa adik nak U-turn, arrgghhhhh dia tergesel kete orang! Then kete sendiri calar sikit tapi tak nampak sgt.
terus kua dialog:
'na, ko jgn btau ayah na kete calar, tak penah aku calarkan kete org ni, first time'
'ye, ko simpan rahsia aku aku simpan rahsia ko, jgn btau ayah jugak akak hilang hp, mau 7 keturunan dia membebel nanti!'
'ok set!'

3. Then, masa otw balik umah after amek hp, lalu kedai tepi jalan, tetiba rak roti kedai tu jatuh masa kitorang betul2 pass by kedai tu. Kedai tu kat belah kiri la, belah aku, kitorang lalu je (kitorang dalam kete la masa ni), terus rak tu jatuh.


'haha. ko mmg malang la arini'
'waaaaaa, aku tanak gi mana2 la arini, takott, nak dok umah je!'

4. Then balik umah, petik je lampu dapor 'popppp'-----lampu dapor terbakar padahal baru lepas tukar mentol!

Apekah!!!!!

Ok, perlu doa banyak2!

Anyway,masa taip entry 2011 dah pon berlalu dan 2012 dah pon menjengah.
Selamat tahun baru semua!

Tahun 2012 ni macam2 benda yang akan jadi, my besties ramai yg nak kawen this year! And mesti la including me. Moga2 Allah permudahkan semuanya. Ya allah, peliharalah hubungan aku dan tunangku sehingga ke hari bahagia kami dan juga hingga akhir hayat kami, permudahkanlah urusan persiapan kami nanti. Kurniakanlah rezeki yang murah buat kami! Semoga kerjaya aku pon makin ok. Semoga aku masih bertahan keje dengan company sekarang ni. Semoga makin hepi hepi hepi dengan famili. Semoga along selamat bersalin nanti n semoga anak buah aku selamat dilahirkan ke dunia ini. Tak sabar!

Amin.

HAPPPY NEWWW YEAR UOLLLLS!!!!!