Crossword and crossheart~

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I hope i can find the best word to explain everything to you.
But
When its time to explain it, i cant.
I just can't.
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No words can explain what i feel, how i feel.
Its not you to blame on.
Its just my 'bongok feelings' yang since beginning very fragile,never kukuh.

.............sigh~


Believe me, i don't have the guts to face this again.
And also to face u.
I've did it once.
I don't know if it will happen again for second time.
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'Dear God,
help me.
I'm in pain'